Standing on the powdered sand, with water pushing my feet backward because of its full force... With the sun starting to hide... for the moon that will after shine, a romantic night where no lies but truths are there to serve as the light. With the soft music as the relaxing sound that will be hear... Ah! That’s how I want thee to say “I love you and I want to marry you..” the sweetest thing that a woman ever wanted to experience.
I am just an ordinary woman who desires to meet an ordinary man who’ll accept everything of me. I don’t look on the appearance but rather at the heart. It is not his weaknesses that matter, but his abilities to stand firm on the relationship is what I dream of. It is not the loving words of his voice that I want to hear but his actions that will make me feel so loved, cared and respected. Mostly, I want someone who will make me his number two instead of his number one. Weird, isn’t it? Well yes. I want to be his number two for it is God who must be our number one. I believed that a good relationship will last forever if God is the center of the relationship. As what God said on his word, “True love never fails”... and I expect too much on God... offering the man of my life on Him.
Loving someone is the most unexplainable feeling one could have. Loving someone tends you to be blinded of the world, just focusing on his smile... feeling of love and to be loved is the best feeling I think. Love starts the chain of life. Trust, care, hope, affections.. Everything will follow as you start the word “love”. As what I have said a while, I’m just that ordinary one who dream of an ordinary guy. I want someone who will not just be my partner but also a best friend who will stay forever. I want someone who will not get tired of listening to my long stories, laugh on my jokes, say “You can do that with God” in times that hope is losing in me. I want someone who will push me towards God, someone who understands my eyes, smiles, nod... every action I’ll do. I may not be the best cook for him, but surely, I could be the sweetest woman of his life. Surprises are what I want and wanted to do. I want to wake up one morning with a red rose on my desk and a note saying good morning. I want someone who can be with me to stroll anywhere. Writing is my passion and he will surely be one of my inspirations and character. It sounds corny but that’s what I want. The sweetest guy, the caring guy, the trustworthy guy and mostly, the loving guy... That’s what I really want. With the physical matters, I don’t need that so handsome one, but if God really wants to give that handsome, then thank God for the bonus. As a typical lady, I want a partner who is taller and stronger than me. Next is his cleanliness. I want someone who is so neat that looks like a professional. And lastly, this is actually what I am asking God for, just a little prayer request to God... someone who can sing songs to me. Yes, I really want someone who has a voice that is so sweet to hear through (similar with voice of the vocalist of the starfield band).
Scenery of a white beach and sunset is what I really love to see, making me wanting to have a beach wedding. For me, this is the sweetest time of the earth’s rotation. With the sun that starts to hide at the back of the mountains, I want to hold my one’s hands, saying that we will face tomorrow together again with God as our source of strength and guidance. I want him to feel special each minute of our life. Looking at his eyes, smiling... saying we will stay forever, and believing that God’s grace is always upon us. I always pray for the best relationship. I know God has already prepared him for me. I just have to put my trust and faith on my big God. The words written above were just all my wants. Still, it is God who will decide and direct my path. I already submitted my prince to the real king of my heart. As what God said, “He has made everything beautiful in its time...” and I stand in faith on His promises.
God, as the author of my love story will always be my number one and the best author ever. And with the number two, I know God will not let undeserving one for His princess. I want someone who will be with me towards our last breath. Together, towards the day with You, our God.
[a paperwork for my one subject. :) ]
