As the music keeps on playing, my tears suddenly fell down.. imagining the things that would surely happen after. It is so hard to think that someone has to leave after a year of happiness. Assuming is a thing. People should not assume for specific thing. There is no assurance for such thing.. I never thought that I'd hear such news, making me trembled, sad, worried.. I thought this would never happen, I thought he will be by my side, until the end of my college life. But it will never happen. I don't know how to react for this is the first time I had experienced such thing.
Leaving is a choice. Escaping is a decision.. Life is a combination of the two things.
All I can say is that, I am confused. I am afraid of the things that will happen next. How I wish this semester will not end. However, this dream will never happen.
--janica (09:05 pm. 03.21.11) -- wrote this before. (blog that is not yet been post)
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