Life from Abba Father

What more can I say, with this life that is miserable?

What more can I say, with this life that feels unable?

Here in this world, choices are the controller.

But then, it is not, but only the Father.

I don’t know what to do,

They all say I will “boo”.

My life this time is full of cry.

My heart says I should stop for the next try.

I don’t know where to ask for help,

And strength so I could have breath.

I wanna shout for all this stress,

So now I could feel blessed.

I never thought I will asked,

‘why my life is full of tasks?

Why others live life with love,

Why mine’s feels unloved.’

Is it really wrong to ask God?

Is it really a plan that I’d feel bad?

Yes, it is God who is working.

But Lord, what’s happening?

I don’t have rights to ask you why,

‘cause it’s you who’ll make my life bright.

Forgiveness is all I asked,

Obedience I’ll do with your  tasks.

Just give me strength, all time Father,

That life will not feel alter.

I will be still on you my abba Father,

And will always love my dearest brother.

Lord, my God, I pray,

That you’d be there and stay,

Always on my side, each day,

So that I could stand and obey.

-A poem I wrote last night (12-03-11) due to those cries that my heart wants to shout. Thank God who never left me alone in the midst of trials in my life. I will always stand and be founded on you, always pray that everyone will hear you through. You’re the everlasting one my God, my Father, my Friend. Thank you for not leaving me. I love you Abba Father.