When you feel alone

To be alone is living for your own. It is funny to think that I used to be alone before. I was afraid of the people who will just betray me… I feared all things that the world may give in. What I thought was, “I can handle all things alone, it will just turn to a mess if someone helped me..”

                It became a struggle in my life – coping with some individuals. I do not want to go out with them because I know, they will just talk about some none sense stuff. I would rather be with my notebook and pen, writing everything I imagine.

                And there comes my life meeting God. I know it was God who spoke to me that I should not let myself hid inside the dark room of my life, being alone. He wants me to see the life outside. And then I go.

                Thank God, I saw how beautiful world with Him is. Life is crucial, nevertheless you can handle it. We are not alone. We’re with God.

When He said on His word, “It is not good that the man should be alone…” Genesis 2:18, we can now say that God is always with us, not letting us feel alone.

                There was a time when I thought everything is already fine. There were my friends, my classmates, my family, everyone. Everyone was perfectly complete. I was not alone. Until something happened, I cannot contact any of them. I don’t know what to do.. I felt alone. I asked God, “Lord, are you still there? Will you help me or will you leave me too?”

                It was so nice how God answered me. I don’t know but I clearly heard what He had told me, “Yes, I am here. Though this world turned its face on you, I will still be here. I will still understand you, care you, speak to you, help you, and mostly, love you. So no worries my little girl, I am here. You are not alone and will never be.”

                I just found myself crying, thanking God for not leaving me. I know He is faithful enough with His promises and so, worth it of my 100% trust. He will never change. God will never be that someone who will leave us in the midst of the challenges in our life. He will always be there. Remember the time when He carried the cross instead of us. He did not let us carry that heavy cross, He insisted. That’s how much He loves us. Do you think after He had done that, He will leave you then?

So if you feel alone, turn your eyes above, and say “No, I am with God”.